Song lyrics Tonight by Staind

just try to understand this isnīt what i planned
this rideīs out of my hands
so now iīm forced to be something i can not be
if only i could make you see

[chorus]

tonight iīm alive
iīve watched you all grow up and so have i
inside this isnīt really what i had in mind
i no longer relate to this world of hate
thatīs forced upon my plate
i tend to disagree, i hope its not just me,
alone if only i could make you see

[chorus (x3)]