Run away

I'm still scared Afraid of failing Anticipating the ride to end Before the wheels begin to move (Run away) So I can hide (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing (Run away) I'm dead inside (Run away) Why don't I care? Waste my time commiserating Self medicating It's my design Although I know you don't approve (Run away) So I can hide (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing (Run away) I'm dead inside (Run away) Why don't I care? The truth is that I'm not so good At showing how I feel Or keeping my mouth shut When there's something to conceal Or knowing how to love Love's not in my memories How can I rise above All my insecurities? (Run away) So I can hide (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing (Run away) I'm dead inside (Run away) Why don't I care? (Run away) I fight the tide (Run away) The ebb and flow consume me (Run away) Still by my side (Run away) Why should you care?