Pushit live

"We've been We've been trying something a little different this tour We've been looking at one of our songs from a different angle under a different light so we can hopefully kind of see it almost for the first time We'd like try that for you tonight, is that okay?" "We're gonna need your help though We're gonna need your help and your permission so we need you to find a comfortable space that's not only comfortable but vulnerable I want you to shut your eyes and go there and we'll meet you on the other side Saw that gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well, my dear And you, as well Pushed you away, my dear Pushed you away I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What are you but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But you're pushing me And Im shoving you And your pushing me Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line You better take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear You still love me We're pushing and were shoving And you're pushing and I'm shoving And you still love me And were pushing and were shoving And I'm pushing as your shoving me And Im slipping back into the gap again I feel alive when you touch me I feel alive when you hold me Down Slipping back into Slipping back into you I am somewhere I dont wanna be, yeah Put me somewhere I dont wanna be Push me somewhere I dont wanna be Seeing someplace I don't wanna see Never wanna see that place again Saw that gap again today Managed to push myself away If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way Pushing and Shoving and Pushing me There's no love in fear Staring down the hole again Hands are on my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come, yeah Remember I will always love you As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way