Song lyrics Fundamentally loathsome by Marilyn Manson

I want to wake up in your white, white sun
I want to wake up in your world with no pain
But I´ll just suffer in a hope to die someday
While you are numb all of the way

When you hate it you know you can feel but
When you love it you know it´s not real
No
And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world
On its way to hell
The living are dead and
I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I di it well...

When you hate it you know you can feel but
When you love it you know it´s not real
No
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Shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself I´d be shooting you